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Thanks for calling. If you're reaching out to sell your soul, I'll already know and I'll be there soon. If you're calling to just talk, leave a message and I'll call you back when I can. Which will probably be soon. Talk to you then~

Date: 2024-11-06 08:55 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] urtitan
urtitan: (Tired)
[And so, she realises that she does need to tell him about the ugly parts. It's only fair, really... if he's going to import one or several million people with the ability to turn into mindless monsters into one of his worlds, he deserves to know about that caveat, much as the citizens of the Walls are ignorant of their own nature.

She takes another sip of tea, then draws a deep breath.]


You have it right, yes. As for our world, it's entirely populated by humans - however, my race is distinct from the others in our ability to transform into giant monsters. We caused a lot of suffering under our rule, but a century ago, an emperor came to power who decided to put a stop to it all. He took most of his people to a remote island with him - that's my nation today. However, plenty were left behind to serve those we had previously subjugated.

[She restlessly turns her cup in her hand.]

I know from countrymen who came here from a timeline ahead of mine that our island will be attacked for its natural resources, among other things.

[The "other things" being her titan, above all else.]

Due to the isolation, along with many other measures implemented by the crown, the people there are completely unaware of there even being other humans left in the world... and those living abroad are resented for their nature and history. If they would be missed at all, then only as war machines.

[Getting to meet Reiner and Falco gave her sufficient insight into what happened in the outside world over the last 100 years.]

Date: 2024-11-06 09:45 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] urtitan
urtitan: (Coy)
[Again, Frieda nods. Her ancestor - demoted to "mere" king status in his new land, and undercover at that - did mean well in abolishing his empire, but numerous side effects resulted, such as the role reversal on the continent that in turn made the continental Eldians resent the ones on the island. At what follows, her expression turns unsure.]

I agree that it would change the history of my world if my people were removed from it, but I can't help but see it as a change for the better - a way to avoid suffering, for both sides. However, I am far from omniscient, so if you have that kind of insight, I'll defer to you.

[Those who know about the Founding Titan and its considerable powers deem its holder akin to a deity, but Frieda never felt that way. If anything, she's felt like a helpless pawn ever since she inherited it. But that's why she's here - to hopefully find a way out of having to choose between two atrocities.]

Date: 2024-11-06 10:55 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] urtitan
urtitan: (Fretful)
[The revelation of the Eldians' potential new world's nature makes apprehension show on Frieda's face. Is she really going to send her people to Hell..? It's ironically fitting - in a way, she could even argue that she's adhering to her ancestor's vow of atonement by doing so, if only metaphorically.

She could offer a decently valuable memory share between the two of them for a start, harbouring memories of all her predecessors spanning 2,000 years - but something else gives her pause first.]


Where did you put the demons? Is Hell not where they belong?

Date: 2024-11-06 11:35 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] urtitan
urtitan: (Huh?!)
You ate them?!

[Clearly, she didn't expect that! Moreover, he recreated them in the first place (which makes her wonder who their initial creator was... but that has to take a backseat for now)?

Granted, Evangeline did say that he rules over (and potentially created) several worlds, so him likewise ruling over the beings populating them adds up. She just didn't anticipate him destroying with the same ease as he (re)creates, and it gives her second thoughts about her endeavour... but then, being eaten would be a just fate for her people who terrorised their world in the same manner, wouldn't it? (Of course, that's her vow-induced fatalism speaking once again. She is here trying to save them - all the more since the Eldians of the Walls had no part in their ancestral empire's tyranny -, and Max did mention the option of guaranteed safety for them.)]


I'm sorry if this is rude, but did they not serve a purpose? Before, you spoke of the rules that govern all worlds... or is this a case of it needing a complete do-over?

[She really can't think of a better formulation!]

Date: 2024-11-07 12:15 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] urtitan
urtitan: (Facing Fate)
[His continuous calm friendliness and willingness to explain do put her at ease, surreal as the situation feels. She listens attentively as he explains, and when he distinguishes the different types of demons, she nods animatedly - Lucifer and Charlie must fall into the second category (if the same rules apply in their home universe, that is)!

As for the rest...]


I think I understand, for the most part. I just worry that you may find my people unworthy too, much as their powers are a curse to them. In the past, we were not all that unlike in behaviour to those Abyssal Demons, shameful as it is to admit. But... at the core, we're still humans. We have capacity for both good and evil.

[However, even if Max is willing to give them a chance:]

What is your relationship with the God Machine?

[Who of them was there first? Are they in a power struggle, or do they coexist as part of the same balance?]

Date: 2024-11-07 12:45 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] urtitan
urtitan: (Please...)
[She feels like there's much more to the story, and while she'll let him keep most of the "spoilers" to himself, she does try to pry for at least some more information. After all, her people's fate is concerned, and if their new world has already changed hands once, who's to say it couldn't happen again?]

Why do you allow someone you don't like to have a throne in your world?

Date: 2024-11-11 09:00 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] urtitan
urtitan: (Unsure)
[She struggles to hide how aghast she is at that revelation. First he ate "his" demons because he had no further use for them, then he confined the first demon to an eternity on his throne, apparently without any means to call for help... just what a devious person is he?!

Granted, she's learned that fae have a different set of morals than humans do, yet she can't help but feel increasingly ill at ease. Who's to say that there won't be caveats to the great favour he may do for her people - besides the ones he openly stated, that is?]


I see. That certainly was the wiser path to take, then.

[She can say that in earnest, even though it was cruel and unusual - and how much sympathy should she afford those various demons in the first place? Even in her world, demons are reviled (and her people are, for good reason, called 'devils' - practically synonymous since this isn't D&D.)]

...

Would you like to see my memories, for a start? I'm not sure how you'll be able to go about it, but I happen to harbour around two millennia's worth - only of my own bloodline, however.

[While said memories do cover many titan wars and related atrocities, they're largely seen from the self-righteous inflictors' point of view - at least up until Emperor/King Karl Fritz, who introduced the drastic turning point she described earlier.]

Date: 2024-11-17 03:05 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] urtitan
urtitan: (Fretful)
[Since he specified that the remaining - hence, non-abyssal - demons are the ones who respect the first of their kind, she actually did get in straight in her head! She's just aghast regardless because he seems to enjoy playing high-stakes games with every faction named so far - but again, she's unsure inhowfar either demon type really deserves her sympathy.

At his question, she's once more thrown off.]


My favourite..?

[She's about to say that she doesn't require any comforts, feeling too nervous to eat and drink any more, but thinks twice - if he offers it, it's probably because he knows what he's doing.]

Well, I like plum cake and soda.

[Any kind of soda. They don't have it where she's from, but she's come to love it in Ellipsa!]

CW: War Crimes Galore

Date: 2024-11-22 12:20 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] urtitan
urtitan: (Headache)
Okay.

[Whether he does anything specific to initiate the memory share (she won't object), or they just take form around them at her confirmation, it starts off with a flurry of violence. The many memories Frieda holds are hard to access at will and with precision - for her, at least; perhaps Max has means to do so -, so they end up with scenes through the ages of mankind.

There's no shortage of atrocities: Villages are pillaged, cities and castles besieged, soldiers clash in bloody battles, civilian captives are mistreated in any way imaginable - and mixed into it all are the titans, enormous mishapen humanoid figures that, unleashed onto battlefields and civilian infrastructure alike, devour their terrified victims alive.

Interspersed in brief flashes, however, are moments of kindness: A family of slaves, dismal as their surroundings are, comforting each other, children laughing as they play in a sunny field, a man reassuring a woman of visibly lower standing that the clay mug she broke by accident wasn't that important, a mother cradling her baby.

Whether Max can tell or not, Frieda's viewpoint is always that of the highest-ranking person present - she likely stands right behind or even "inside" them each time as the scenes change rapidly, if they're not replaced by her altogether -, and she's struggling to hold on to her identity. After all, as she relives the inherited memories, she can feel the emotions of each of her predecessors, and most of them were anything but philantrophically inclined.]

Date: 2024-11-27 12:50 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] urtitan
urtitan: (Sad)
[Max truly mystifies Frieda, what with his evident love of music finding space to express itself even in scenes like these. It's his question, more than anything else, that allows her to keep a handle of herself, but she shakes her head in response.]

It's our curse. Once an Eldian is turned into a titan, they become a mindless devourer of humans. It's the titans' only instinct. They leave animals alone and only go after human beings. It's been like that ever since the beginning.

[The memories of the first ever titan, the near-mystical Ymir, and her immediate successors have eluded her thus far... but she remembers something that Eren told her, ever so willing to share important information with her despite their opposition of each other.]

My... my successor told me that the first person to ever attain the power of the titans still exists on a metaphysical level and hold the keys to all of this, but she's out of reach for us.

Date: 2024-11-29 10:50 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] urtitan
urtitan: (Sullen)
[She nods, feeling that his theory is as good as it gets. The connection between the generations of titan shifters and indeed all Eldians is hard to understand even for her and Eren who've seen the Coordinate, that impossible tree of light.]

Fellow titans are left alone as well... unless the Founding Titan were to command otherwise. That initial titan is different from the others. It has the power to control not only the "pure" titans, but even the people in their regular state - to alter their memories and even their physiology, or to compel them into action against their will.

[She feels self-conscious, having to explain something so convoluted and increasingly absurd, but she's all the more grateful for Max' patience and the apparent ease with which he absorbs the information.]

Someone suggested that I try using that power to undo the curse altogether, but even if I were to succeed, the world wouldn't forgive my people. We may not deserve forgiveness, but...

[Her hands clench into fists at her sides.]

If there's a way to save everyone - the rest of the world from the titans, and my people from the world's hate -, I want to pursue it.

Date: 2024-12-01 03:45 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] urtitan
urtitan: (Family Gathering)
Your terms sound fair, but...

[She hesitates, but then continues honestly. Max hasn't been offended at anything so far, so surely, he won't balk at this either.]

You've seen what suffering the titans caused. While I understand how they might be useful to you, I'd prefer to try and do away with this curse - or, should that prove impossible, at least allow my people to live without being transformed into such terrible monsters.

...

In that case, I suppose I could surrender those already turned into titans, but...

[Once again, she struggles. Isn't that a cruel suggestion? Those who were turned into titans, unaging and undying over the course of generations, are still her subjects. To make them the payment for the other Eldians' freedom is certainly an injustice.

But wasn't it an injustice to leave part of their people behind on the continent to serve their former victims? Wasn't it an injustice to rob those her ancestor took with him of their memories of the world? Perhaps, there'll never be a perfect solution. She won't be able to save everyone, no matter what - generations are already lost to the circle of life and death, never having learned of the truth. And if she wants such a big favour granted, there needs to be a price to pay.]

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